Well, it seems that i am back at kind of square one so to speak...My house sold on what would have been our 9 yr anniversary...and once again the finality(?) of everything has hit me like a ton of bricks. I have been on the verge of tears/crying since Friday when the offer came in...and then when we accepted it on saturday...and then on sunday when i had to sign for my copy...and then today when i had to sign for my waiver thingie...and i'm sure tomorrow when the sold sign goes up(if that's tomorrow)...and then there comes emptying out the house....and seeing him rent an apartment...I cry when someone asks how i'm doing...I cry when...oh lord, i just seem to cry...
I AM A MESS. I AM AN ABSOLUTE MESS. I am up late, and then up again early...my mind doesn't stop...THIS SUCKS.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I did a LAYOUT!!! :D
Saturday, July 18, 2009
FOR SALE!
Well, it's up for sale FINALLY, and well it's certainly emotional...I thought that I was fine with it, but i was there cleaning up just before the open house today and as we left people were starting to show up and well...it hit me...they are there to possibly BUY MY HOUSE and you know...LIVE THERE...and well it didn't leave me feeling so good. It looks fabulous, i want to live there!!
But well, there is nothing that i can do about it, so i hope for an extremely quick sale so that i don't need to face it too much.
ALSO, since last posting on here we are finally in the new apt...i saw the date of my last post was June 20th...and we moved in here on July 03rd, so thankfully we didn't need to wait much longer! :D
We're getting settled here and it's nice and quiet and we have FABULOUS neighbours(tee hee) but it's OH SO BEIGE! and well i don't have much in the line of things for on the walls because i left most of them behind due to them "not being mine"(so to speak)...Right now i am VERY PATIENTLY(or not! lol) waiting for a lovely friend of mine to make a painting for my place...i bought her a 22x28 canvas, and apparently it's still WHITE. lol. But you can't rush pure genius so i sit and wait. :)
Will post pics of the apt as soon as it's not embarrassing! lol.
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