Yes, we are all still alive...

So I haven't felt up to blogging lately...or more that it's just been painful for me...I guess that i was just hoping that this phase of my life would pass QUICKLY...but that doesn't seem to be happening....
The girls and I are living here at my mothers house. Wasn't a good situation when i was younger and it's an even worse situation now...my mother is an alcoholic. It sucks. You'd think that with your granddaughters living with you in your home, you'd want to rock the grama thing, but well, that hasn't happened...she's barely functioning as a human....again, it sucks.
BUT there is a light at the end of the tunnel...we're moving out soon...how soon? well, i'm not exactly sure, but well...soon. Hopefully no longer than 3 wks, but we'll see...it's all just up to how long the people take fixing up the apt so we can move in. PRAY that it is BEFORE July 15th PLEASE, a LOT of my friends are going camping and i need their help to move, BIG TIME. For this move I will NOT be asking N to help me move...i want to do this "myself"!
OH! and duh, how did you get an apt when you don't have a job?! lol...i HAVE a job now!!! Well, kinda. It kinda came out of the blue and well i can't argue...I clean houses tues/wed/sometime saturday and i actually kinda like it, and it kinda pays decent! woo hooo!
Hmm...what else...I've taken up a bit of knitting thanks to my lovely dutch girlfriends...I now have 3 dishcloths made for the new place...now if only i can remember the dutch word for them...shoot.

And i think that i have run out of things to say at the moment, that, and my laptop is slightly overheating on my lap here and well my thighs feel like they're on fire and (lol) NOT in a good way!!! rofl.

so 'nightie night all.