oh boy, it's happened again...

Let me first start out by saying that the past week-ish has been a whirlwind...Orange turned 5!!! She's now a BIG KID...She did friend parties and family parties and well just partied it up! lol.
There will be no more babies here, so this is quite the moment...*sigh*

Also, school started again! THANKYOU GOD!! It truly is the most wonderful time of the year! lol. Hero just started Gr 4 yesterday...and well she was super excited the say the least...this is the year of the big kid side of the playground...she starts french this year...things just get harder(which she thrives on!)...she has her first male teacher this year, which we are both kinda excited about...he is AWESOME...i wonder if he's married...lol JUST JOKING!! lol.

Orange starts SK TODAY...she has a new teacher which for right now she is very happy about...she seems to be kinda happy about going back...but i know that the tears will start up the second we get there...I just hope that MrsM can get her through it...I do NOT want the kid who cries in gr 1!!! She's such a smartiepants, I just want her to LOVE school like H does!!! *sigh*
So think of us today please.

OK...so regarding the title of todays entry....a couple months ago I had that pivotal moment where 2 ppl said to me within hours..."wow, God really set you up for this one...look at all the support..look at how he provided for you...just WOW"...and I may have rolled my eyes at the time...but it really hit home and got to me...and then i realized "WOAH, you guys are sooooo right"...
Well, the same thing happened yesterday to me again...2 different ppl said the exact same thing to me within hours...can't say what...but it's really weighing heavily on me...I thought that i was moving on...and this has been a MAJOR setback...
I am one of those people that believes that things happen for a reason...and so when 2 people say the same thing on the same day in 2 separate events...it's a BIG DEAL...
I don't know what i'm supposed to do now...I wish that i could just freeze time for a little bit so that i can THINK...am i supposed to pray about this?? Anyone wanna walk me through that?? lol...*sigh*